What does this dream means?

hi i asked the Lord to show me what church He wanted me 2 go to. and last night i was thinking should i really leave my church. anyways..i had a dream that i went to someone for counselling and i didnt do what they said and because i didnt they beat me very badly with a belt. i was in the bathroom i think. and i got beaten over and over and over beecause i did not do what she told me.......could this mean that the woman who is beaten me is God? because i know He told me to leave but am still questioning Him about it and where to go? (even though i feel in my spirit i know what church He wants me to go) and that me disobeying the woman really is me disobeying God? and that because of my disobedience am being beaten from God? and am guessing because i got beaten over and over in the bathroom bcuz God wants to cleanse me, release me from the old and filled me up with new word i guess so that my spirit may be filled. But God cannot do that because He is waiting for me to move......i mean i could be wrong but that's just what i was thinking, i mean i did asked the Lord to show me last night and then i had this dream.